reblog

idiot stop it..

i currently feel like punching myself repeatedly in the face.
The things i put myself through just to be reminded of the memories in my life that i hold way too close, the things that i NEVER want to forget but should, the things that hurt me to keep but that would kill me to let them go :(

i could smash this fucking computer and every word ever written and received within it. its as if i purposely bring myself to tears on average every 2 weeks to a month about stupid shit i should have forgotten about so long ago. FUCK MINE & YOUR LIFE