reblog

Reality

my my my.. i havnt been here in a while!

at the moment i wish i could say that my entire lifes happiness didnt depend on one single soul that lives so far away from me. butttttttttt, it does. 
Im and idiot, yes. But an idiot who feels “in love” - eh so cliche!

im at the stage that after spending 4 days with him, living with him, sleeping with him & doing everything else there is to do, when hes now gone.. i have no clue what to do with my self :( i dont want to go back to my life or reality.

Reality sucks.